Broken Hearted Girl

You're everything I thought you never were,
Ain't nothing like a thought could have been.
Still, you live inside of me.
So tell me how is that?

You're the only one I wish I could forget,
The only one I love to not forgive.
And though you break my heart.
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you,
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face.

And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day.

I don't wanna be without you babe,
I don't want a broken heart.
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe,
I don't wanna play that part.

I know that I love you,
But let me just say.
I don't wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no.

I don't want a broken heart.
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl,
No, no, no broken-hearted girl.

Something that I feel I need to say,
But untill now I've always been afraid.
That you would never come around.
And still I wanna put this out

You say you got the most respect for me, but
Sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me.
And still you're in my heart,
But you're the only one

And yes, there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain.
'Cause I've been afraid that
You would walk away.

Oh but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say,
That I will be there
At the end of the day.

I don't wanna be without you babe,
I don't want a broken heart.
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't wanna play that part.

I know that I love you,
But let me just say.
I don't wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no.

I don't want a broken heart,
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl.
No, no, no broken-hearted girl.

Now I met a place I thought I'd never be, oooh
I'm living in a world whereas all about you and me, yeah.
And I won't be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you...

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart.
Don't wanna take a breath without my babe
I don't want to play that part.

I know that I love you
But let me just say.
I don't want to love you
In no kind of way.
No, no.

I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broke-hearted girl
No, no, no.

No broken hearted girl.

Broken hearted girl... no, no, no.

The Day After

Coming home from a trip is just too difficult for me to handle.

I like to think of myself as a traveler, and I treasure the vacations I am able to go on.
But coming home from a trip to another country has always been really strange for me.

The house is different, it seems as though its not my own and I'm a stranger looking in.
Even though everything was the way I left it, it has a different, crisp air to it.

The house seems quiet, and images of the people you met abroad come into mind.
A single, no, double tear rolls down my cheek, its that bad.

It takes me too long to get used to this, and I can't deal with it.
Even the bed looks different.

The Traveler

The best way to get to know yourself and the world around you is to travel, definitement.

This is to keep track of everything that passes by in the world around me that's worthy of the world to know about. I think that pretty much includes everything.

It puts into perspective your own life and the way you do things compared to other people. It changes the way you see yourself and your role in society when you take a moment to look into a society of someone else. It gives you the chance to wonder why is it that we do the things we do without even thinking about the reasons.

It could be jet-setting around the world or taking a cruise. Or it could just be a walk in the neighborhood. To me, there are no maximums or minimums. All one needs to do is explore out of the comfort zone, out of what one is used to daily.

What am I?

I am travel in a billion mile universe.